Please don't take this the wrong way. I write because I care. If you're going to rain, pour. Don't just hang around, moping and passing your misery onto others, withholding all possibility of sunshine. Why hang on to all that heaviness? Let it all go. Don't hold back. Get over it at once. And then move on.
P.S. If you could work up a little light show with surround sound in the near future, that would be much appreciated!